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Poetry. Stream of Consciousness. Spontaneity. Angst. Humor. Bliss. Regret. Comtemplation. Comfort. Fear. Hope. Love.
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Saturday, September 15, 2001 :::
I cannot believe that i slept 'till 7:30 PM today, despite the fact that i didn't GO to sleep 'till 7:30 that morning. i truly wasted the entire day. and now...am i to sleep tonight, or compromise, and stay up for half of the night, or ??? Anyone else that has had this dilemma, suggestions are welcome :)
Brock has such a good heart...but he really has to break this cycle of depression. If he would just realize that it's possible, he'd be halfway there. I miss that monkey...
Bought 2 new CDs:
The Juliana Theory-Realize This is a Dream
Further Seems Forever-The Moon is Down
Found them both at a Christian book store just around the corner...and i truly didn't mind spending the money there. the place had a really good vibe to it, for obvious reasons. I miss formal communication with Him...but i don't fully enjoy mass praise...it seems too contrived...too zombie-esque. Something like a huge chapel, open all the time for anyone, would rock; like what drew and i attended yesterday on campus. University Auditorium was opened for persons to come and reflect, so basically, it was transformed into a chapel; all that was missing was a giant cross up in front. i'm sure that there's a place like, right around the corner (like the book store) that meets my desires...I'll find it Monday.
Gotta go watch Nosferatu with drew...i'll probably add more later tonight.
i feel like brian; I'd LOVE to have a girlfriend right now.
-tired?
::: posted by AJBrotz at 8:35 PM

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