Sunday, September 09, 2001 :::

RC is tryin' me. She basically attacked after I sent a friendly inquiry concerning the recent association with sean. Immaturity? Stress? Misscommunication? Likely a combination...bleh. Oh well. Not worth worrying about, since nothing really is.

Still lovin' the System...mad talent.

Slept till 5 today...Dumb kept knocking on my door, trying to wake me up, and although i was already awake, i didn't feel like responding. decided to perform a little experiment, despite my lack of a hypothesis. didn't respond for about an hour, after which i found that Dumb presumed me dead. the whole thing was interesting...it worked out well, too, because the oddness of the whole thing kinda provided a clean slate between Dumb and me, which was wonderful, cuz i think we were beginning to get on each other's nerves a bit. hurray for acting with creativity!

I said that i wouldn't directly diss anyone on this thing...so i'll just say that i'm not at all happy with my current status with RC. dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb.

i should be doing homework, but i really seem to have an obsession with pushing myself to the limit. not smart, but i'd probably wind up falling asleep if i attempted my reading, anyway.

today is Grandparents Day-show your elders some love.

is roberson getting some this very second? bastard! when will it be my turn, or even drew's turn! drew needs it even more than i do, actually! selfish roberson.

it seems that i've inherited even more items that used to belong to my uncle. 2 or 3 new drumsets (!!!), 750 records (!!!), and lotsa other awesome treasures. i'm not sure as of yet if i'll actually USE everything...it seems untouchable...sacred. but maybe my uncle would like it to be enjoyed as he enjoyed it. i'll have to wait and see how i react when i actually visit it.

GONADS IN THE LIGHTNING! WONDERFUL WONDERFUL STUFF! http://www.threebrain.com/weeeeee.html

Tenacious D...TooL...Incubus...Dennison Marrs...ALL GREAT SHOWS that i won't be able to go to. DAMMIT. Absent sure as hell better get signed or something on the 22nd.

GREEN: Melo, Drew, System of a Down, Bjork, Monkeys, Squirrels (GONADS IN THE LIGHTNING), FRANK, PEZ (someone PLEASE send me some!)

RED: RC, Television, Oversleeping, Obsession with dreaming.

BLUE: Damn, i miss the water. I need to visit the ocean...but it's always so freakin' crowded; i need to revisit the Island.

YELLOW: U.T.

I feel as if i'm betraying my REAL journal...but it's SO much easier to type. argh...what to do, what to do. but i know what to do, don't i? Yes.

I'm going to bed-at a reasonable hour, nonetheless. but first, everyone just take a second to say something absolutely ridiculous, and smile.

"If you leave it alone, it might just happen, anyway."

-half-assed?

::: posted by AJBrotz at 10:04 PM

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