Tuesday, September 11, 2001 :::

What is this world coming to? People-I don't care what culture-celebrating a murder of thousands, fucking giving out candy in the streets, rejoicing? Carma WILL go into effect. All those who are grieving, injured, or on the other side, you're in my prayers, and you will be avenged. To my family, friends, and those I care about: I love you all. To anyone reading this, please take a moment to appreciate all that you have, and embrace those that mean anything to you. Let them know how you feel, because in all seriousness, no one knows what tomorrow will bring. Do not hesitate.
Despite the senseless chaos and destruction, we walk on, with clenched fists, open eyes, and unleashed heart.
Dissolve all fears.
Destroy all boundaries.
Stand.

WHAT A DAY. All we did, after attending one class (math for retards) was watch the tube, just waiting for something else to fall apart. Insane. That footage was horrible...like something out of a movie. So strange...unbelievable.

Wrote a few new riffs today...leaning more and more towards more simplistic, mellow, even major (not minor) stuff.

School seems so insignificant now, in comparison with something as huge as what occurred today. I just kept thinking that there had to be something more important for me to be doing. One desire was to gather my closest friends and visit the beach, which has always been a spiritual "haven" for me. I wanted to celebrate being alive, and share that joy with everyone, but on the other hand, I felt that to be somewhat selfish in light of the tragedy that struck so close to so many people. Felt obligated to mourn...but...I dunno. I just don't agree with that whole philosophy. I'm all about celebrating life-both that which has past, and that which is here. So, in closing, anyone want to go to the beach with me?

Midterms are fast approaching...and i'm cringing...cuz i know i'll wind up cramming sat. and sun., which may work out fine...BUT, what the hell is up with Sociology? A 49 on a pop quiz, AFTER a 40 point curve, and 5 to 6 points extra credit? So, basically i got a 3 or 4 on the quiz? I cannot believe this to be possible. Even if i did pull most of it out of my ass, i wasn't THAT far off. Common sense should count for more than 3 freakin' points. This has to be resolved; i have to keep a 3.5 for the scholarship, and a 49 or whatever doesn't go well with that plan. Stress stress stress...

I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE 22ND. ABSENT WILL ROCK THE HOUSE APART. EVERYONE IS INVITED. www.absent1.com

Just heard that a truck full of explosives was stopped in Jersey. This whole thing is a State of the World Address. Time for everyone to get their shit together.

Two awesome love songs: "When I See You Smile" by Bad English
"My Sweet Lady" by John Denver (that's right, John Denver. Trust me, it's good...very good. Not like his
other stuff.)
Thanx go out to Ophelia for surprising me, and keepin' me smiling. Surprises and smiles...EXTREMELY important. In fact, I think I can say that the things I look forward to most in life are surprises.

Foreign languages are WONDERFUL.

Is it true that women in either Germany or France strip in front of others without thinking twice?

I gotta get homework done...no poems this time around :(

"Science has failed our world; science has failed our Mother Earth; Spirit moves through all things." -Serj Tankian, System of a Down

-safe?

::: posted by AJBrotz at 10:09 PM

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