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Poetry. Stream of Consciousness. Spontaneity. Angst. Humor. Bliss. Regret. Comtemplation. Comfort. Fear. Hope. Love.
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Thursday, October 04, 2001 :::
In Rotation:
Live: The Distance To Here
Boy Hits Car
Boy Hits Car: My Animal
well. the previous enormous state of happiness has definitely encountered several speedbumps. however, He never ceases to amaze me, presenting me with natures beauty around each corner i turn. so there's no question as to whether or not i'll be able to maintain an overall "smile"; it just may be a little less than fully honest. life goes on.
still haven't managed to get out to the store for milk and tissues. i realize that that's very uninteresting...but it keeps me from comfortably blowing my nose, and from enjoying delicious chocolate milk in the morning...and the fact that i can't pull myself away from the apartment is a puzzle in itself; to me, anyway.
aced another quiz today in retard math. woohoo. it turns out that i made a 75 on the first exam, instead of the 65 that i had originally thought i'd gotten. pretty cool...cool enough for a golf clap...
it literally feels like you're physically being sucked down towards the ground when depression hits. crazy.
consistency
goal of goals
impossible
unobtainable
inconstant
illusion
yeah...i don't like that one. but it's honest.
i gotta go do that shopping, or it will never happen.
i'm sorry.
-shadows
::: posted by AJBrotz at 6:36 PM
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